I haven't written for a while Mum, but I just want to say Happy Christmas I love and miss you so much xxx oh I want to tell you this too, I was nearly brought to tears a few days ago when Joel said to me Grandma guess what I really want for Christmas I said what's that and he said Granny to come back, it really brought tears to my eyes he still misses you so much Mum and often talks about you, I said to him that would be the best present ever wouldn't it and he said yeah I miss my Granny xxx