Hi Mum, I am missing you so much, every day I say to myself I must ring Mum, and it hits me every time so hard that I can't do this any more, I want so much to go to your house and see you and my heart breaks as I realise once again that I can never see you again on this earth, I love you Mum and this hole in my life is not getting any smaller, I wish I could just speak to you one more time, or hear your voice, I dont think the pain I am feeling at loosing you will ever fade from my heart until I am with you once again. xxxxx