This is a wonderful way to help you with your grieving, I hope it does help you, we have been friends for a long time and I know you loved your Mum very much, you always said she was your BEST FRIEND and I believe she was, maybe if you try and think that your Mum is no longer in any sort of pain and whatever pain she went through is now over, your Mum will be at peace and remember she will be up there in heaven down on her knees, but not preying, no she will be tending Gods gracious gardens, and looking after your little boy Mark, she will have met up with all her family and they will rejoice in the fact that she is now with them, I know its hard loosing someone so close to you, but remember your Mum Fran at her best, she was your rock and you can still talk to her, she will hear you and do her best to continue to protect you, all my love to you Rach and the boys Joel and Shane, its just a shame they will never truly know what a wonderful lady your Mum was, thinking of you all, Goodnight, God Bless Mrs Johnson God is with you now x x x x x x x x x x